Let go of the grudges. Let the bitterness die tonight. Make a decision today that it’s time to move on. And begin again. New, this time. Never forget that what had passed you by was never meant to befall you and what had befallen you, was never meant to pass you by. Know that sometimes Allah withholds from you, in order to give you something better. Keep your heart focused on Him, and He will take care of the rest. And remember: you will stumble, but that’s part of the path. Keep going. Keep rising and refuse to give up.

Let go of the g…

Circle of Emotions

There’s a void in her heart she can’t explain
She tries to put a smile on her lips but
The smile doesn’t reach her eyes
She finds herself feeling sad
Whenever she is by herself
Trying to be positive
Is such a tough task for her
She wants to be patient and trust her God
Sometimes its just really hard
She wants to be happy
Without getting greedy about life
After all it is temporary
and After life is the eternal one

Between Them

Sometimes she still can’t help but blame herself
For how things turned out between them
She still hates herself for writing those things to him
For trying to act like she is all above him
And for trying to make him feel low

She just pray that Allah forgives her
That is not the kind of person she wants to be
Maybe they weren’t truly meant to be
It would have ended some way eventually
But she guesses she is the reason for it
Because Allah wants her to be better
Than who she has been

He had hurt her like nobody ever done before
Remembering it makes her sad about it all
She wonders if he will reflect on his actions
If he will ever feel bad for how he threw her away
Maybe he will, maybe he won’t
Only Allah knows what’s in his heart

She just wants to be forgiven
Never wants to repeat
Those kinds of words on anyone else
She just wants to look back and smile
Without having to feel sad
For how it turned out between them

(12/31/13… 4:39 PM)

Between Them …

December 31,2013


A friend of mine asked me what i was doing around the evening time and i told him i was trying to write. He was like he didn’t know that i write. So i told him I write sometimes…poetry. short stories… then he suggested to make a wordpress account and blog them. I don’t really want my personal life to be so out in the open but i thought its not a bad idea. I do enjoy creative writing. So I just want others to see it as… Art … creativity 🙂

I still can’t believe today is the last day of 2013 and in couple of hours our date will end with 2014.. I have to say it has been a great year. There’s so many new things I did and so many new people i met. there were good times and some bad times. Days i can look back and smile about and days i can look back to and feel regret and sad about. I am grateful of all of them because i believe i learned a lot this year, grew from my mistakes and experience and there’s still so much to learn. there is still so many mistakes i will make but that is part of life right? we can’t really learn if we don’t make mistake. it may hurt a lot, guilt and regrets may drive me insane at times but at the end of it all i just have to remember my Lord. He test us to make us better. And after every trail comes ease. Guilt and regrets are blessing because that means He still kept my heart soft and gave me the sight to see my faults to correct myself.I am looking forward to what Allah has in hold for me in 2014 and in the years ahead. A lot can happen. Only he knows what is in our heart better than we do. But insha-Allah it will a better year than all the previous years because i striving to be good, better than who i was, put my trust on Him more than i ever did before. After all, Allah loves those who do good and put their trust on Him. I am grateful to have whoever came in my life and didn’t leave and look forward to making lots of wonderful memories with them.

2014 will be awesome, Insha-allah

I will be a better version of me, Insha-allah 🙂